149.2 this morning.  oh thank god.  my parents are leaving on a trip to boston for a few days, leaving me in the house alone.  I know what they're thinking "please don't binge and purge the entire time we're gone"  And I'm gonna try not to.  truth is, I'm fighting the urges so hard already, treatment is just gonna help me do it all the way.  On the other hand, I have no desire to curb my restriction.  hmmmm